I was really scared to try meds gai a few months ago. I finally gave in under the counsel of my doc and T. It has been amazing. The first two weeks sucked because of pretty bad side effects, but they went away. Now I can't imagine going back to that life, or lack of one. For once I can go outside and not be paniced. I feel like I'm finally starting to get my life back. I can go see peopole and talk with them. I'm not a nervous wreck all the time.

I know how debilitating fear can be, but try to keep in mind that meds may give you the chance to have your life back. Isn't that worth the risk of a few side effects.

I wish you the best... whatever your choice is.

Good luck

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