I know I can't. I guess my angel is a part of me so that's why he doesn't care. He has shown me plenty of times that he doesn't respect me. I know if I move on he can't hurt me anymore. I'm learning to separate my angel from him cause he doesn't care. The only person who cried with me and hugged me was my father. I wish he could do the same. But he wont. I can't say I wish him the best. Cause I don't. But I can let go..