I don't really always notice something is off until it gets bad. But I do know something is happening with me *most* of the time. Like.....this last week Ive been WEIRD and my Dr said it was mixed episode....hypersexual, anxiety and panic, suicidal thoughts but didn't wanna die...etc etc. Now I feel a lot better. But sometimes it stays for a looooooong time and I act on impulse more often than not and end up in ER or hospital.

I have been lucky not to end up in hospital so far this yr..only crisis unit and it was awful there!

So yeah...it makes sense to me that she says that.