Im pretty side Its ok for you to post constantly If you want. I found your question really interesting. I think others will too. This is how we learn. Its how we teach anyone reading what trauma is.
Yeah. Emotions are all different. You have something wonderful to look forward to.

. Sadness isnt all pain. It can be pleasant melancholy or poignancy or nostalgia or mourning or regret or a still and almost sacred emptiness. They all feel a little different. They feel physically different. So do contentment and hoy and bliss and cheeriness.
Best of all, when you dont have to be on guard against *that* whatwver *that* is for you, you can relax and meander along in a stream of feeling and emotion enjoying a sort of interior landscape.
Even the ones that break your heart are good.
Im glad you asked this question. My ride has been bumpy and I appreciate The reminder that recogerry, and life, are worthwhile.
Emoción are probably sweeter to ús because we have been deprived for so long.