Like Cynosure, I envy those that are not depressed...I've been in the depression mode for approximately 9 months now, and it is horrible. I was one of those people that was not depressed. In fact, for most of my life, I did not know what depression was/is. But like someone pointed out above, I found/find myself in a situation that I cannot get out of; and it is causing me tremendous heartache. Depression is an awful affliction. I wish I never knew it...