Hi .I'm not rejecting you.I'm truebliever,a new person to this site.Yes I have a few anxiety issues,but I want to help others also.I'm truly sorry for what caused all your hurt and pain,but in this day and time just getting on the computer you can make friends who won't reject you.Those in person that do probably have their own issues.Please remember you are not ever alone.Everyday when you get up its a day to have a chance to make it and you will.You've gotten this far and you are talking to others.Good Luck and bless You