So I have a long history of getting obsessed with maternal figures. They all used to be teachers, but now I get obsessed with T. My obsession is very self destructive and it causes me a great deal of harm. I want to stop. I don't want to be dysfunctional like this. But I don't know how, and another part of me doesn't want me to stop the obsession. It likes all the fantasies, and sexual pleasure.
I'm being open with my therapist about what's going on, but I don't really see how she is going to be able to help me (especially because her kindness just makes me obsess more). How is therapy suppose to help with this. Has anyone here had their therapist help them with this? What did they do that helped?
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Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
--leonard cohen
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