Hello all,

So I came here to begin with, as someone undiagnosed with BPD symptoms and convinced that I have these strong symptoms.

I have seen one therapist and now referred to another- for CAT

Whilst I am waiting for that next appointment, and on citalopram now zoloft, I have been thinking, do I have a disorder at all? my issues span across the bi polar, personality and depression spectrum -diagnosed with long term depression a few years back. And now verging on the edge of what I believe to be Psychotic and frightening black holes (metaphorically) and i'm convinced the medication is making it worse (zoloft).

But, I have been reading alot about how many of the disorders are made up to accommodate the wide marketing campaign of medication which splits me in two minds about if I have a mental disorder, or I just need help rewiring my emotions, as the way I deal with daily issues and tasks does debilitate my current living and future if not resolved.

Anyone in the same situation, or could give a rational piece of advice?

One thing I know is that I am definatley unhappy and unable to deal with 'ordinary' tasks and general life.

Thanks