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Old Jul 17, 2014, 08:38 PM
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Me again...I hope everyone is having a good night. I am a little goofy and just in the mood to post so here's what's on my mind. I am deciding whether to drink coffee all night and stay busy or avoid the coffee and try to sleep (or at least lay down and rest). I know the right answer but I feel really good and I would love to perpetuate the feeling. Mostly, I am intent to continue this while hoping not to become delusional. I don't have control over it mostly anyway and I AM still taking all of my meds as prescribed so I can't imagine this becoming a full blown episode. I will probably continue as usual and try to get some sleep. But, at least for now, that coffee is on reserve. Anyone else ever tempted to chase their high?
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