Hi samuli.

Glad that you posted. Yes, I've been there. It's hard to talk to your friends when it's exhausting just trying to pretend. Everything feels pointless, right? Trying to go through it alone makes things even worse. I'm sorry that your T isn't available. Did your T give you an emergency number that you can use to contact them while they're away? Perhaps a referral to another therapist? You need the extra support right now, and you were right to post here. Keep posting.