Thank you for yr reply...yr right my dads anger is probably grief but it hurts just the same. I got to spend the last 5 weeks with my mom before she died which was good. In fact I was the last person who spoke to her before she passed. At that point she wasn't talking and I told her it was ok to go...that we would take care of dad etc. I think my Dr would be hesitant to increase my meds because I am grieving. I just hate depression but who doesn't...it sucks the life right out of you.