I don't know if this is the right forum. I've self injured since age 17; I'm almost 26 now. I had been doing really well at waiting until the feeling passed but today was different. I felt super high (not drug high, never done them) and that I HAD to cut to bring myself down. Like it's not even out of depression this time. I just felt out of control and disassociated. I don't know how else to describe it. And I don't know what I'm looking for writing this post. I guess I just feel scared.