I really don't. Semi cross posted from self injury forums. Today I felt so high and out of touch that it was scary. I have had problems with self injury but had been doing well. But today, like I said, I felt like I was almost ready to start floating. Like I needed to cut or bite myself so that I could come down. I feel scared. I need to find a place that will help me to finally reach a diagnosis. I had a couple glasses of wine tonight and I still feel all over the place. So out of touch. Is there anyone out there that has any insight? I feel scared.
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And I miss the days of a life still permanent
Mourn the years before I got carried away
So now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself,
Hey, I wanna get better!
Bleachers - I Wanna Get Better
Last edited by Road_to_recovery; Jul 18, 2014 at 01:52 AM.
Reason: Edited to mention that I don't do drugs. I just feel incredibly high and out of touch
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