I think lots, if not all, of us here may have felt at some point in time, like you are feeling right now. Just understand that those thoughts are fleeting, thought and felt in the most deepest, darkest times of our lives, when we can't see a tomorrow, but there is a tomorrow. And when you're at your lowest point, you have to start looking at your cup as half full now. Let's say well, I'm all the was at the bottom, so there's no where left to go but up. So let's get going! Once you start looking at your cup as half full again, and you start seeing the positive in things, your life will start to be positive again.