Most of you know I work in a hospital. Two of my close friends at work are pdoc and clinical manager of psych unit. I've been having an incredible amount of stress at work, major reorg, new boss, etc. Long story short, the last two days have been a huge meltdown for me. I don't trust very easily but opened up to these two friends about what a hard time I've been having. THEY TOLD MY NEW BOSS THAT THEY WERE CONCERNED ABOUT MY SAFETY SO I GOT REFERRED TO THE EAP!!!

I feel so betrayed. They way over-reacted. I feel as though I've lost two good friends now. I've suffered this unbearable humiliation in front of my new boss. I will NEVER trust another human being as long as I'm alive.

Now, what do I do? I feel as if my whole world just collapsed.

I have been crying for 24 hours straight. Do people do this?? It just won't stop.

I do not have the vocabulary to adequately describe the total devastation that is mine.
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