Well. It's mostly the medicine I've been on... and titrating off of, perhaps by next week. Once it's gone from my system and my brain is functioning nicely, I will repost a suitable explanation and maybe even a n apology for my wordings.

But referring to the post I wanted deleted, hmmm. I have been here 6 months and seen many posts and threads deleted, even some of mine that were included in a wrong way thread... ok so I know it gets done...and then someone else asked to have a thread deleted for him/her and I chided no way, because what had been posted wasn't anywhere near inflamatory like mine had been taken, and mine was not deleted... and then his/her post WAS deleted and others razzed me that the other poster must be special since it was done. So I kind of lost it... it certainly did seemed personal. But I am sure the way of my reaction being more aggressive than assertive, is directly the cause of the Topamax.