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Originally Posted by Silentme
thank you and i agree . I caused this and I should suffer.. thank you.. .... I'm being tortured by my husband each night, like last night i only got 1 hour sleep with him screaming at me and calling me names and going crazy. all going over and over and over again over what I did and how I'm a ***** etc.... this never ending torture of him screaming and yelling at me each day is cool, it's the punishment i have to deal with because of what I did to him..
I'm at fault and I accept the punishment..
thank you all my eyes are open..
drowning..drowning.. someday's it's easier just being dead but that just not possible... oh well..
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K...sounds a bit sarcastic of you, and if so, that's a good thing. It shows the no matter your fault, you don't deserve to be abused like this and you know it.
He may have every reason to be angry, hurt, and resentful, but does NOT have a right to scream at you causing sleep deprivation or any other obviously verbally abusive (ending in possible physical abuse) treatment of you.
I agree with soccerdad. You need to get out, and start fresh. At the very least, get out and away from his temper tantrum.
Take care.