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Originally Posted by infoonptsd
Oh my goodness!! I am not glad to hear you have to deal with this, but I am so glad to hear I am not the only one that feels that way. Just reading your post and the thought of upsetting mine made my chest tighten again and it is not even a possibility while i set at this computer.
Does anybody know if this is a PTSD thing or just a sensitivity thing?
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I'm sorry that triggered you infoonptsd. This is a complex PTSD thing and also comes with BPD. I haven't been officially diagnosed with either of these yet because they're not sure which one I have or if I have both. I'm also ++sensitive.
It's difficult to manage the abandonment panic, but it subsided a bit when I learned to trust him. When I'm in crisis like Tuesday, I become super attached emotionally. I feel like I'm 3 yrs old all over again and wanting to hang on to his leg for safety...LOL. Good thing I don't actually do it. Or sometimes I feel like climbing on his lap and going to sleep. This is all from childhood trauma and neglect. He is fully aware of the dependency.