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Originally Posted by tohelpafriend
I can relate to some of what you wrote, but I don't think I'm antisocial, just avoiding certain situations and people. A lesson well and long-learned: people will hurt you if they can, but I've through too much not to still know how to be defensive. I don't know if you are in T but perhaps you could talk through the angry thoughts or inner rage as you describe it. Maybe it's a persistent reaction to something which happened before in your life.
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I tend to be very suspicious of people always wondering what their angle is...what do they want from me. I don't think people are trying to harm me I don't think their all that interested to tell you the truth. But I've noticed most people in my life are only kind to me if there is a reward attached. If they don't see how I can make their life better they ignore me. I don't like feeling this way it is very lonely and isolating but each time I try to ignore those feelings I wind up getting hurt. IDK.