I tend to be very suspicious of people always wondering what their angle is...what do they want from me. I don't think people are trying to harm me I don't think their all that interested to tell you the truth. But I've noticed most people in my life are only kind to me if there is a reward attached. If they don't see how I can make their life better they ignore me. I don't like feeling this way it is very lonely and isolating but each time I try to ignore those feelings I wind up getting hurt. IDK.