I can agree with this, MTJ. I never had the kind of aspirations that some normal kids have in life. I never dreamed of what I would be when I grew up in fact that was a confusing question where I lied. I never dreamed of being a bride, having a baby, the white picket fence and all of those things that I knew people planning in high school.

I don't know if I thought I would be dead per say I didn't care one way or the other.