thank you ak

Interesting about the free associating...

I communicated online with someone and it was very much like free association. She is not a T but is Freudian and has a doctorate in Clinical Psychology. Writing to her was like that. Quiet time at night, low lights... just a good way to think. I liked it and I miss it.

I like T's who have a quiet and warm ambience in their T room.

It sounds like your flexible schedule give you lots of room for thinking, just 'be'-ing. It sounds stressful too, when the deadlines near. We have 2 deadlines a week where i am.

lol at the 'too scared to check precisely'. can relate to that kind of thinking.