Thank always like a good read. Happy to hear your hanging in I had starting celexa Atari really low dose by splitting worked my way to 40 mg I came off the pretty much the same way. I started so low because at the time I was not only suffering MDD but major panic disorder, GAD agoraphobia those issues are all very well managed very rarely do they ever stop me from anything but on the catch the depression now has me laid out pretty much.. I am trying to do little manageable things when I can.. Looking forward to hearing your journey.