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Originally Posted by Underground
Come on you know it's true. As much as you dislike your ex you know that at times you were on cloud 9. We give these things however short lived that you do know cannot compare to others!!! You feel the butterflies by being acknowledged in a positive way by a couple of "n"s. It's ok to admit here that's why were here!!!!!
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You know what, you're probably right ... to an extent. It's rather like a puzzle...figuring out things that happened, why they happened...I hate the 'onion' analogy but it was kinda true, when I started looking back. He'd have hated it, the investigation part of it would have made him squirm and rant that he was 'not a guinea pig' as he'd accused others of treating him...but I had to do it, because I had to understand as much as I possibly could, for my sake but also for his. It took away the hate and even the resentment. There is no point to either.
There is another poster who used to post here as well and that one seemed unable to grasp an answer blunt as it was...used to frustrate me as well. I know I won't fully get it...but I'm as close as I'm likely to be. And yes....knowing a 'couple of 'N's' think I'm acceptable....yeah, I was jazzed. Have to admit.
Which is the reason for the 'hahaha quit it' comment. lol