I understand your frustration about the entire situation ! Being watched and having to jump through all the hoops they hold up for you .. flat out sucks ! You love nursing .. I dont think you would be happy walking away from your job .. You love to help people and you are good at it .

10 months sounds like a life time but it will pass quickly ... Then you can do whatever you want to deal with your BP and it will be your choice ..

Im so sorry your having to struggle with all this