I love my job and being a nurse, but maybe I could find something else I would enjoy with less responsibility. I don't know, I'm too scared to do anything other than complain. I have so much to loose if I mess up. I will probably just continue to comply because I have enough inertia that it is easiest just to continue, But this isn't good enough in the long run. Maybe stable isn't my goal.

This is a very insightful paragraph. Personally, I think looking for a less responsible job may be a good idea.