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Originally Posted by TheatreKid
Stable doesn't feel like "nothing" to me. I feel "bored" sometimes but that's not "nothing". If anything, when I feel "nothing" I'm on the depressive end. When I'm stable, I feel happy, sad, angry, tired, excited, etc. Just not in the extremes I would in mania or depression.
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I hear you there, thank you. It is so strange because I still feel like I am a rollercoaster a lot of the time, but at the same time I have only been on my new meds to try but a month. It's been 15 years of trying to figure it out, correct meds, it's tiresome. Sorry, I am side-winding now, but yes, I hear you, I feel bored in the sense that I do not know what to do with myself a lot of the time when I feel "stable" or "bored".
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"Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those who feel they're touched by madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me."
Borderline Personality Disorder, Anxiety, Self-injury
Meds
Abilify
Zoloft
Ativan
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