My wife of 2 1/2 years (together in general for 7 years), cheated on me twice a couple months ago with a man she met online, then told me her heart is no longer in the marriage and that she can't handle my mental/emotional disorders anymore. We have a beautiful 9-month-old daughter together. My heart breaks for her most of all because I fear how it will affect her.

My wife was always so sweet and innocent. I thought I would be struck by lightning before she would do anything like this to me. She is not at all the woman I married. How am I to trust another in such a commitment ever again. I trusted her more than anyone else in my life, and trust is EXTREMELY difficult for me.

Because of this, my self-esteem has dropped even more than it used to be. I feel unwanted and undesirable. I see myself dying alone, because it seems no one could ever handle the baggage that I carry with me.