thanks honestly I don't think about these questions at all. Like hurting people. I don't really feel it matters if I'm hurting anyone as long as I'm not breaking the law. I don't really assume to know what's going on in other people's heads.
At my job though I wish sometimes I understood people's feelings more. Because I look stupid not really knowing what to do next.

I was raised though this way to not really care what others say whether good or bad I think my mom is AvPD so I tend to be similar keep to myself not put much weight into what others say and the like.

I don't worry about having NPD. I worry about AsPD. I think the violent thoughts I have scare me because I don't like the result if I were to get caught. I don't want to be raped or beaten or restrained where I can go and I don't like having anyone tell me what to do like I would in prison.