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Old Jul 18, 2014, 10:06 PM
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Today has been another great day. My mood is very elevated and I'm filled with so much passion. SO SO SO much passion. Tantalizing passion. Passion that makes me move from head to toe, inside and outside. Passion that burns a fire inside my heart. I can just feel EVERYTHING and it is so freaking wonderful. OH my gosh! I can just feel everything. I want to go driving but my husband insists I can't; he's afraid of where I might end up. But I want to go. I long to go. I want to get the keys and go anyway but I hate how that will make him feel and I know he is filled with good intentions. So I just feel stuck. I want to move but hardly can move. I don't want to exercise. I can't express myself while exercising. BAH! But, I can still dance, so I will, probably all night.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder