Because I like to think about it. It would really be exciting if I could do it without getting caught without any punishment. I don't dislike the thoughts just the risk and punishment it would cause. I would be pretty pissed if I didn't think of how I'd make someone pay. It would be like something that's unfinished and then that just gets bigger and heavier. But I've never done anything because I like my freedom.

I've tried ignoring it just gets worst for me. I just will get a total outburst or have to take it out on some small defenseless animal. Which it solves nothing I'm still mad as hell.