HELLO.I'M WRITING THIS HERE BECAUSE I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO SAY IT TO.MY PARENTS THINK I'M PRETTY NORMAL,BUT I CAN'T CONVINCE THEM I HAVE SOMETHING.THEY THINK I'M JOKING.ALL MY FRIENDS THINK THAT I AM AN ********E.I HAVE NEARLY LOST THE GIRL I LIKE FROM THE TIME THAT THIS ILNESS HIT ME.I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS,BUT IT HAS TAKEN ALL MY PRIDE,MY SELF RESPECT,MY FREEDOM,MY ABILITY TO FEEL AND TO THINK AND A,LL MY LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS.I CANT DO MANY THINGS WITHOUT HELP AND AT SCHOOL I GET VERY BAD MARKS BECAUSE FOR 6 MONTS I HAD THIS S**T.I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,IM IN PAIN ALL THE TIME AND I WOULD WISH TAT SOMEONE WOULD TELL ME WHY WE LIVE IF WE ARE SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE THIS.