Night-times are the worst for me. That is when I prob do 99% of my SI, and when I feel at my lowest. If only my psych nurse and t could work at night...they might actually get somewhere with me then lol.
Direction, what you said in your posts are so true of me- and I love the way you put it:- about wanting to eliminate from the time the kids go to bed until you go to bed. I'm at the computer now procrastinating about going to bed, wishing I would just get there! Also about how re. your kids "I guess they are the only reasons I find that keep me here...

They are the reasons I try to get better..."
That is So true for me too- I KNOW that if it weren't for my girls I would be in a much worse place than I am right now. They ARE my reason for living and to get thru each day...