You been complaining about perpetual boredom a lot. That is not stable. It sounds as bit overmedicated... not to make you paranoid, but I would think that if anybody is monitored and in mandated treatment... many doctors would rather throw an extra pill on them to cover their aszes.

But I would wait for now and use the ten months you have left to build up inventory of coping skills, so you would be able to handle any potentional intensity and then you can experiment slowly and carefully. Until then don't put your career on risk needlessly. Ten months is nothing compared to history. Or even to a lifetime. I mean, you survived four years of high school (sorry, just trying to make a joke).