Ty CE

I just feel like I am a failure because I feel like I should be handling everything better. I've been through worse than this. I was homeless 14 yrs ago and had absolutely nothing and no one. I now have doctors, family, a roof over my head, dogs...even these forums. I'm told all the time how smart or how aware I am. It make me wonder if I'm so smart and aware then shouldn't I be coping better?

Just a few months ago, I was fine...struggling but moving forward. Now I feel like my life is crumbling around me and I have nothing to hold on to.

I'm just hoping that this is the bottom of the "roller coaster" and I get to go back up after this...