I've been angry lately. At what, I don't know. For a while there I was doing well. But without any triggers that I can think of, I am back down and feeling horrible. I can't sleep for long without waking up from nightmares, I'm always stressed out. I am angry, maybe due to lack of sleep, I don't know. I don't have any patience for anything. I'm trying to improve my situation, starting with looking for jobs everyday, and applying to at least one per week. But how can I focus on that when everyday when I wake up I wish I didn't?