Abandonment. I brought up the subject with T. I also linked it with relationships, rejection, and divorce. I have had difficulty with relationships as long as I can remember. People who should have been there for me have rejected me (spouse, children, "friends", etc). This has caused me much emotional pain. T wants me to do some thinking about what these words mean to me. Thinking about all this kind of makes me feel sick in my stomach. I am only beginning to explore this. Can anyone relate to this? Thanks.