i have issues with my dad dying when i was 10. getting sent to an abusive residential treatment facility when i was 16 and being stuck there for 8 months which gave me ptsd. and then being sexually abused by my former T. it was really hard to go to another therapist after my former T but it has been very healing. i keep going bc my T is gentle, kind, and helps me process my traumas and break down the negative core beliefs i have. also its healing to know he cares a lot but that he would never do anything to hurt me like former T did