I don't know what you did, but it's hard for me to believe it could have been that bad based on knowing you for a little while on here. Maybe you are judging yourself too harshly? Everybody does things they regret sometimes, especially while hypo, but that doesn't mean you should berate yourself. Would you judge someone else so harshly if they did the things you did? I've done some things i regret when hypo, but i'm doing my best to just accept that these things happen sometimes. Be kind to yourself.