Well lets see. I'm afraid of getting married again. But even more afraid of loosing my boyfriend. I'm afraid of living alone. I'm afraid of psychiatrists. I'm afraid of going crazy. I'm afraid of living a future with out a more quality of life. I'm afraid of being diagnosed with a mental illness. I'm afraid at times to face my childhood pain. I'm afraid of loosing my faith.I'm afraid of living a daily life in a wheel chair. I'm afraid I will loose my best friend in a early death. I afraid for my best friend for when the day she will live with being in a wheel chair.I'm afraid that I will out live my own children. Well thats enough for now.I suppose a lot of these fears are me just being human. Oh and the biggest fear. I'm afraid I will die without touching someones life.And my legacy will not live on.And for my children to say I have not loved enough.
Smilie