Well I went to see a psychiatrist, since I couldn't get a hold of my own pdoc.. I pretty much told him what i said in my first post and he stood there for like a minute and said I was experiencing an episode of psychotic depression.. After that he wrote the paperwork to get me committed involuntarily. Apparently I'm off to the loony bin in couple of hours. I'm feeling quite angry and scared..

(he was able to do that because I'm living with my parents in my original home country (not USA) right now. Law there allows anyone under 21 to be committed , if their parent and a psychiatrist signs the required paperwork.)

I'll try to write from the hospital if I can. I've never been in a closed psychiatric ward. Should i start a new thread about it or write here?