The other problem I have is that I have memories stored and they aren't good memories in the past. What would you do if these past memories are somewhat effecting me now presently. I do have a therapist and a doctor. The medications only do so much. I have old memories where I had a lot of trouble in school. I got a diploma and it's over with. I just feel there is some anger even though it is currently over with. Mainly, it's about school and problems getting what was needed in the past. Then having to deal with school officials and a lot of other stuff. It just makes me sort of feel like I could have had a good education and ended up in a better position with college and being more prepared for it. I do have a story but I really don't want to dig it up and make myself more angry. Presently, I just want thing to work out and not have that effect me now. I feel that I am doing A LOT better and I have better feelings about starting a new chapter in my life.