I've been pretty dang depressed. I wish I was in on this dance party of which you all speak. It might help lift my mood. I see my t on Monday. It's my first appointment with her since she's off maternity leave, and I'm worried. I've lost a lot of weight, and she's not going to like it. I'm tired and lonely, but I have to keep going to keep myself from shutting down completely. Getting ready to change out of my work clothes and go for a walk.