Thank you for your concern Princess, it does mean a lot to me.
Of course I might live another 5 years or only 6 months, nobody can say for sure.
The only person that knows is my wife, instead of getting overly upset we talked calmly about it and my wish to die at home. Neither my family or hers has been told anything and because of my MIs I prefer to keep it that way.
As long as I have my computer and the Internet and people like you and others here I will be just fine.
I give my life meaning by chatting on sites like this and by searching for the best free software available for the visually impaired which I then post about and tell people how to set up.
So I am content.
Have a great day all!