I'm not sure what to say.

I am really, really drained today. So, that would be a down. I feel horrible because my friend (I'll call her A) came online upset, wanting to talk. But I had passed out from exhaustion. And wasn't there. And she's pretty much the only friend I have left. I hope she's okay.

This exhaustion has hit me from nowhere. I really thought I'd passed this phase, but I guess my body is still... doing much repairing. I made a mental note to go to a doctor as soon as I can. Which might be soon. Heard from medicaid (finally). They are requesting more info. When my mom was denied, they did not do this. So, I'm hoping this is a good sign in my case. Anyway. I had a scare at the store. Almost ran into someone when leaving the bathroom. Heart didn't just jump. It felt like it literally stopped. And for at least an hour... light headed, almost fainted in the store, had to sit down for 15 minutes. And anyway. Once the light headed feeling passed, I got really tired and it hasn't left, I guess.

Ups? Well, I was recently contacted by really old friends.. and we've been speaking. So, that's helped ease the isolation.