I'm in control. I'm in control. I'm in control too a certain point. I was around a bunch of people today most of which I'm not very comfortable around. So I had to maintain a lot of control over my urges and actions. I doubt I sleep much. I feel like I'm going to burst. For the last 4hours or so I've been bouncing my leg constantly or talking constantly. I don't want this feeling to go away. I like feeling happy and joyful and creative. Such is life though I guess. Try to sleep now. No plans for tomorrow so can sleep in if I want.