Not very many people in school at the moment. It's the summer. So... I don't get much ghost writing during summer. And of course I need to know the subject matter of the writing, it's limited to mostly history, english and biology. I don't care much for school, but the ridiculousness of today's society will force me to go back to college. All I want is a microbiology labratory where I can work alone, recieve adequate work/pay and be able to afford buying books, games, and the occasional movie.

I am thankful for your advice, but I don't know how to do half of that stuff. I don't know that I'm able... Either I have no desire to try to... as is most of the time (it might be worth noting that I'm being pushed into pursuing this by my probably soon to be changing circumstance)... but when I get pushed, I am filled with a lot of anxiety. Even writing this is almost unbearable... I can hardly imagine a phone call!
How do I communicate... this is difficult for me... I would like hints or tips on how to talk to the people I am required to communicate with. If not my parents, then the people at the government or the T, or whatnot... I would feel a bit more comfortable...