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Old Jul 19, 2014, 11:10 PM
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I resist it by thinking about how my death would devastate my loved ones.
^^^This!!^^^ I remind myself how much my death would destroy my kids, esp my oldest, who, at 11, is certainly old enough to be seriously damaged by such an act on my part. I tell myself, as if killing myself weren't enough, what if she were the one to find me instead of my husband or someone else? Do I want to be responsible for destroying her life like that?