Blur, yes very possible. Yes everything is good around me, it's in my head I keep obsessing idealized thoughts about a woman who in reality I don't want anything to do with. I though she was another person when we built a rship via txt, phone and email. In person excellent physical chemistry, but horrible everything else. Yet my mind still longs for who I thought she was. Drives me nuts cause that person doesn't exist. As far as an escape, it's a tormenting one, nothing but extreme pain when I obsess. It's horrible.

Kreg, absolutely sex drive a lot of emotion. My attachment was a lot about sex. But in the end my obsession isn't about that, it's about rejection, unbelief that this person in my mind isn't real. Logically I know this without a doubt. Uggggg

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