i am sooo hungry and weak and my head hurts like hell..

but i cant make myself eat. nothing sounds good to me .. i went in the kitchen and couldnt get myself to eat anything in there =[

i dont want to eat something fattening i'm afraid of gaining more weight and being fat. Healthy food sounds so gross right now..

i really dont feel good n now i have to go to work!

i think ive always had an eating problem because i remember even in elementary school not liking the food that they served so i'd wait till i got home to eat..
ive always ignored it.. now i get a really bad pain in my esophagus (i think)

does not eating cause this??